Late but Day two

I was going to post this yesterday but I came down with a fever and was to exhausted to do anything. So I am posting day two now.

So yesterday while I was at work I heard back from my first medical school. They did not want me back for an interview. That didn't make me feel too great. But I am trying to be positive about this. That was only one out of the many schools I applied to. I still have a lot of schools to hear back from and I'm sure I'll probably be asked back for an interview for a few of them. Honestly the only thing I care about is getting into 1 school.
Initially when I read the email I was really worried. I tend to let my mind go on this long train of thought where I think about all the bad things that could happen. So when I looked at the email and saw that this school didn't want me I started freaking out and thinking no school would want me. I really don't have a lot of faith in myself. Which is weird because I'm pretty optimistic in all other respects. Deep down I know that I am smart enough to get into medical school but for some reason I keep telling myself that I'm not good enough to get in. And even though I doubt myself there are so many people in my life who believe in me. They all seem to see these great qualities in me that I just don't see. I guess now I just have to try and see what they see.

Diet Stuff!

Food:
Breakfast: none. I'm not really a breakfast person and was too lazy to make myself anything before work. When I do have work I usually have a protein shake on my way there but I wasn't feeling it yesterday.

Lunch: Per my usual work lunch I had a PB&J and a string cheese.

Dinner: Beef and vegetable soup

Snack: dark chocolate covered pretzels

Water: I have no idea but it was a lot. I was so dehydrated with the fever that I kept drinking water and had to pee like every 20 minutes.

Thing I accomplished: I finished working on my presentation